“Damn it, Bones, you’re a doctor. You know that pain and guilt can’t be taken away with a wave of a magic wand. They’re the things we carry with us, the things that make us who we are. If we lose them, we lose ourselves. I don’t want my pain taken away! I need my pain! “
– Star Trek V: The Final Frontier (1989)
John Kenneth Muir 
I don't want my pain taken away! I need my pain! I LOVE my pain!JKM, remember reciting this whole movie while hiking up to the video store? Why don't I go pester Dr McCoy?
Chattin' w/ Harve Bennett…